I had an interview today with one of the communications companies in town. Its a cool job, or at least I think so. The interview didn't last too long, but it was intense! I was interviewed by the regional manager and the store manager. They were both very nice and easy to talk to so I wasn't intimidated. Their questions though...wow. It was a situation where all the questions were basically the same, but you had to come up with a different scenario for each answer, and everyone seemed like it was about my retail job at BBW, not what I could personally do to perform well on that job. They seemed to take it seriously, which I respect because it makes me feel like, if offered the job, that I will be taken seriously and my position will be a respectable one. I hate to admit it now, but I'm gonna feel bad if I dont' get this job. Its true that there are probably more qualified people out there for this position, but my ability to learn a position and sale as good or better than anyone is the reason that they should hire me over someone else. I told them that too, but it sounds better of course. LOL.

I did well at not sounding desperate, even though I pretty much am at this point. My paychecks from BBW last less than a day and I can't spend anything at all, ever. Whether its something I need or just want...I can't spend money right now and its killing me. I feel like I have no freedom whatsoever! I just really hope that I get this job! I can't even imagine how good it will feel to pay my car payment and be able to buy a freakin' tube of mascara and not feel guilty for it. I don't even care what the pay is! Min. Wage at 40 hours a week is still pretty incredible in my book. I really hope that I get this job. Sorry, have I said that too much?

Anyways...I feel good, and I'm trying to be postitive and confident. They said they wanted it filled next week, so here goes I guess.
On a lighter noted, this week is gonna feel good. Today is my gma's bday and we are going to dinner with her, This is inventory week at BBW so I get to work 2 full, real work days and I'm sooooo excited about that, one of my best friends is moving away to attend vet school and on friday we are gonna celebrate, and HOPEFULLY on saturday my boyfriend is going to compete in his first body building competion. I'm really excited for that. Even though I won't get my paycheck for these extra hours for 2 more weeks, it will be something great to look forward too.

I guess that's all for now. I've been down lately and I haven't felt the best because of it, but its my own personal philosophy that people have down days and up days. When you have a down day, in my opinion, just go with flow. Get some extra rest and do what makes you happy and don't worry about what anyone else things about it. I'm so over other people right now its not even funny. Here's my thought though...if you can't be selfish when you are 22 and single (well, not married is what I mean) when can you be? Love it or hate it, thats how I feel.